I should have known better.
but ive never had to do the handle. usually you just push a little button so arco is just gay.
so i go in and say 14$ on 4 and hes all ok.
so i go out and try to pump it- nothing.
allies mom was there so i was like asking her, she didnt know .
so i was like uhmm ill just go back in.
and so the guy was all "did you lift the handle"
of course i lifted the handle stupid.
"yes"
"just move to 7"
"okiedoke thanks,sorry."
so then i go to 7 .....nothing.
mother trucker.
the guy COMES OUT and clicks the little handle on the gas pump up, id been doing the handle on the nozzle.
wow.
ok "im embarrassed ,hah"
*walks away.*
you have a good day to sir.
so im pumpin its working all good and it stops.
im like.....that was quick i look up,
its sold me SIX DOLLORS
ok, lemme put it back in.
...................nope.
wow
so i was sick of feeling stupid so i just left.
arco , you owe me 8 bucks douches.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Fakes and relizations
what are you supposed to be when your torn between who they used to be, could still be and what they've turned into.
maybe this person was always this way.
maybe high school made them this way.
i dont know what i can do to make things better, i feel im making my best effort.
the more i try to let it go the more i hear.
Is being fake friends better than being enemy's ?
Im sick of being sick of it.
but what can you do ?
i just wanted you to know, i hear everything you say.
maybe this person was always this way.
maybe high school made them this way.
i dont know what i can do to make things better, i feel im making my best effort.
the more i try to let it go the more i hear.
Is being fake friends better than being enemy's ?
Im sick of being sick of it.
but what can you do ?
i just wanted you to know, i hear everything you say.
Dreams and Daytime
So last night, more like 10 minuets ago, i had the weirdest dream.
it consisted of drowning,suffocating,a really cute boyfriend I've never seen,coach wheeler ?to clear the confusion ,coach was not the boyfriend,and me seducing Cody hunt to find out how to get out of this vortex ?
so to say the least , it was weird.
just wrote in to say that.
Today, i woke up and went to my sister in laws, sisters house and we swam
supper fun
but im not used to chlorine pools and my eyes are doing that fuzzy thing !!!
ugh annoying.
anyhow.
then me and rachel turned in more applications for jobs,and also cinimark called to set up an interview,.
wooop wooop.
thats all for now.
good night.
wait , what.
i meant bye
off to eat tuna cassoral
maybe hang out woth brendan or jen or brendan and jen
in addition to rachel who im already with.
say hi rachel
that was rachel.
goodbye.
it consisted of drowning,suffocating,a really cute boyfriend I've never seen,coach wheeler ?to clear the confusion ,coach was not the boyfriend,and me seducing Cody hunt to find out how to get out of this vortex ?
so to say the least , it was weird.
just wrote in to say that.
Today, i woke up and went to my sister in laws, sisters house and we swam
supper fun
but im not used to chlorine pools and my eyes are doing that fuzzy thing !!!
ugh annoying.
anyhow.
then me and rachel turned in more applications for jobs,and also cinimark called to set up an interview,.
wooop wooop.
thats all for now.
good night.
wait , what.
i meant bye
off to eat tuna cassoral
maybe hang out woth brendan or jen or brendan and jen
in addition to rachel who im already with.
say hi rachel
"hi everyone"
that was rachel.
goodbye.
Tuesday Nights and Drive-ins
Today, i didn't wake up until 1.
so that was cool, thanks to my blogging until 4.
anyways, i woke up went to a dermatologist apt. and he told me that soda and milk are what causes most acne.
Im gonna be a pizza face my whole life.
And he told me Im cashing out my pancreas.
I'll just get a loan.
he's really awesome though, i like him.
then i went job hunting with Rachel and Allie
Ive applied at :
cinimark
Joanns
clairs
tillys
AS YOU WISH
paradise bakery
buckle
target
jc penny
mo jo yo go
anchor blue
so we'll see if anything comes of that.
job hunt, successful.
id say i caught me a buck.
HAH
no pun intended.
i meant like...when you hunt and kill a deer, like a buck..
but then its mon.....ok whatever.
then i went swimming and played some baby submarine (see deffinitions.)
then i went to sonic, yum.
but my pancreas feels a little lighter....
then i went to get gas in the truck hahaah
i was FAREAK dancing and Allie taps me and tells me these 2 guys are staring at me.
he was laughing so hard he was keeled over.
so i looked at him and nodded.
it was the best.
new skill i can officialy type wiothout looking at the keys !!!
(that portion done while looking SOLELY at the screen.
but on the down side charlie but Rachel and now we're killing her.
but i guess my family is notorious for that.
shoot we might as well have our own parking space at the euthanizer
Reminder: get name plate for parking space in vets parking lot.
I wrapped up my day with some good youtube time.
watching some verry cool stuff.
man plays trombone on agt
nuttin but strings
quest crew.
good stuff.
good night.
so that was cool, thanks to my blogging until 4.
anyways, i woke up went to a dermatologist apt. and he told me that soda and milk are what causes most acne.
Im gonna be a pizza face my whole life.
And he told me Im cashing out my pancreas.
I'll just get a loan.
he's really awesome though, i like him.
then i went job hunting with Rachel and Allie
Ive applied at :
cinimark
Joanns
clairs
tillys
AS YOU WISH
paradise bakery
buckle
target
jc penny
mo jo yo go
anchor blue
so we'll see if anything comes of that.
job hunt, successful.
id say i caught me a buck.
HAH
no pun intended.
i meant like...when you hunt and kill a deer, like a buck..
but then its mon.....ok whatever.
then i went swimming and played some baby submarine (see deffinitions.)
then i went to sonic, yum.
but my pancreas feels a little lighter....
then i went to get gas in the truck hahaah
i was FAREAK dancing and Allie taps me and tells me these 2 guys are staring at me.
he was laughing so hard he was keeled over.
so i looked at him and nodded.
it was the best.
new skill i can officialy type wiothout looking at the keys !!!
(that portion done while looking SOLELY at the screen.
but on the down side charlie but Rachel and now we're killing her.
but i guess my family is notorious for that.
shoot we might as well have our own parking space at the euthanizer
Reminder: get name plate for parking space in vets parking lot.
I wrapped up my day with some good youtube time.
watching some verry cool stuff.
man plays trombone on agt
nuttin but strings
quest crew.
good stuff.
good night.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Canada and Coffins
And surprisingly its been a week today.
sorry yesterday,
it was today when i started writing this yesterday.
So i heard the news Monday night; grampa passed away.
And at first nothing.
No surprise, no real sadness.
Maybe its because it hadn't registered maybe its because then's tomorrow was my last real day of school instead of finals.
but still nothing.
i went through the day touching each option only to sprint back to the next.
Id finally decided i wasn't going.
until my principle walking in handing me a sheet of paper entailing the times i could take all 6 finals the next day,instead of 3.
"i guess i should have told my dad i was leaning toward not going"
i got home and my first reaction was panic.
i literally had a mental breakdown.
i don't think i finished my initial sentence for 3 hours.
I dragged around the house mumbling "i cant" with tears in my eyes only to fall to the ground when i couldn't find my passport , managing a weak "where did i put it?"
i Finaly voiced the fact i couldn't be ready for all of my finals i needed my extra day and i wasn't going.
So i didn't.
It wasn't until By Chance i looked at some pictures of grampa and the decision made itself.
I'm going.
so i went.
the plane ride up.
was a ...loud one.
4 hollanders (sp?)(dc)
who were verry,verry, engaged in what they were talking about.
And a son who mimicked everything his dad said...but not interrupting his occasional glances through the small space between his chair and the next to stare at me.
finally, we got off the plane and ate some a&w and we were off.
we arrived at my cousin David's house.
Which I'm pretty sure is the first time I've met him.yeah ? pretty sure.
because neither or us recognized each other...although that's...not uncommon.
I got through the awkward hugging unconfirmed strangers but i made allot of new friends. so next time it will be confirmed family.
BY the WAY
this is super long eh ?
so anyway
after that we went to the funeral home.
and had a viewing which i already knew...i don't like dead body's.
to me, that's just a body.
I'm so afraid of them.
i have never met this body in my life.
this pale , cold, waxy body.
my grampa didn't look like that.
and he didn't smile like that either; his teeth should be showing.
so i sat and watched the same 25 pictures of my grandpa in the other room for a long , long time.
the next day was the funeral.
the day it hit me.
the day i remembered the most about my grampa
i cried allot.
especialy whe the song was "god be with you till we meet again"
and, the day i realized
I'm going to die.
someday
i will have a funeral just like this.
no matter what.
you can put it in the back of your brain in a dusty corner .
that place you can just not think about.
but...maybe it's not as long as you think.
who knows.
it really gives a new meaning to all of those dumb little myspace pictures that say " live like its your last day blahh blahh this person really doesn't...their just average like you."
you know those.
with the glittery writing.
but anyway
i decided i want to write up a program just a brief outline that has like songs and who i want to speak, and the pictures i want,and what music i want at the dance party. and their will be no viewing.
so theirs that.
the rest of the trip was fun.
the morning of the funeral i really wanted to go for a run because i knew id be eating all of this Canadian food right?
so my dad said he'd come, in fact hes the one that held me to it the next morning.
and so did Sarah,my sister.
and i said lets go through this way,pointing right and he said," no, straight".
so we did.
ends up this lead to a sporadic pasture of foot hills with walking paths ,deer,scenic clifs, ad a Scottish man walking his huge dog.
also i got to stay at my Uncle Bruce and Aunt Luis's house.
i think i spelled that wrong.
sorry.
they have a heated floor in their bathroom !!!
wow !
they were so nice, i was really stressed about the kids making noise and going to jail at customs the next day but Aunt Luise ( again, sorry){im trying as manny spelling variations as i can, to make my chances better} brought up toys and their was this awesome machine that VIBRATED your fat.
that thing.
funniest moment WAIT !
no funniest moment had to be when my new favorite second cousin Harrison
went up to my dad and said
"what does your stomach feel like?"
and he said
"a big fat belly."
so Harrison took his hands and tried thrusting my dads stomach like, up to his chin.
and then he was like,
"its a big fat belly?"
and my dad said something abut it being bouncy.
So Harrison steps back and ran full force at my dads stomach only to be bounced back by it.
i laughed so hard.
then his brother or friend or something i dunno theirs more family their then their is Walmarts in a square mile, and hes all " cool , i want to try"
so he did it too.
wow.
tooo funny.
me and Harrison are now friends on face book.
kids.
But i totally decided me and Mitchell Davis are going their{Canada} someday.
sorry yesterday,
it was today when i started writing this yesterday.
So i heard the news Monday night; grampa passed away.
And at first nothing.
No surprise, no real sadness.
Maybe its because it hadn't registered maybe its because then's tomorrow was my last real day of school instead of finals.
but still nothing.
i went through the day touching each option only to sprint back to the next.
Id finally decided i wasn't going.
until my principle walking in handing me a sheet of paper entailing the times i could take all 6 finals the next day,instead of 3.
"i guess i should have told my dad i was leaning toward not going"
i got home and my first reaction was panic.
i literally had a mental breakdown.
i don't think i finished my initial sentence for 3 hours.
I dragged around the house mumbling "i cant" with tears in my eyes only to fall to the ground when i couldn't find my passport , managing a weak "where did i put it?"
i Finaly voiced the fact i couldn't be ready for all of my finals i needed my extra day and i wasn't going.
So i didn't.
It wasn't until By Chance i looked at some pictures of grampa and the decision made itself.
I'm going.
so i went.
the plane ride up.
was a ...loud one.
4 hollanders (sp?)(dc)
who were verry,verry, engaged in what they were talking about.
And a son who mimicked everything his dad said...but not interrupting his occasional glances through the small space between his chair and the next to stare at me.
finally, we got off the plane and ate some a&w and we were off.
we arrived at my cousin David's house.
Which I'm pretty sure is the first time I've met him.yeah ? pretty sure.
because neither or us recognized each other...although that's...not uncommon.
I got through the awkward hugging unconfirmed strangers but i made allot of new friends. so next time it will be confirmed family.
BY the WAY
this is super long eh ?
so anyway
after that we went to the funeral home.
and had a viewing which i already knew...i don't like dead body's.
to me, that's just a body.
I'm so afraid of them.
i have never met this body in my life.
this pale , cold, waxy body.
my grampa didn't look like that.
and he didn't smile like that either; his teeth should be showing.
so i sat and watched the same 25 pictures of my grandpa in the other room for a long , long time.
the next day was the funeral.
the day it hit me.
the day i remembered the most about my grampa
i cried allot.
especialy whe the song was "god be with you till we meet again"
and, the day i realized
I'm going to die.
someday
i will have a funeral just like this.
no matter what.
you can put it in the back of your brain in a dusty corner .
that place you can just not think about.
but...maybe it's not as long as you think.
who knows.
it really gives a new meaning to all of those dumb little myspace pictures that say " live like its your last day blahh blahh this person really doesn't...their just average like you."
you know those.
with the glittery writing.
but anyway
i decided i want to write up a program just a brief outline that has like songs and who i want to speak, and the pictures i want,and what music i want at the dance party. and their will be no viewing.
so theirs that.
the rest of the trip was fun.
the morning of the funeral i really wanted to go for a run because i knew id be eating all of this Canadian food right?
so my dad said he'd come, in fact hes the one that held me to it the next morning.
and so did Sarah,my sister.
and i said lets go through this way,pointing right and he said," no, straight".
so we did.
ends up this lead to a sporadic pasture of foot hills with walking paths ,deer,scenic clifs, ad a Scottish man walking his huge dog.
also i got to stay at my Uncle Bruce and Aunt Luis's house.
i think i spelled that wrong.
sorry.
they have a heated floor in their bathroom !!!
wow !
they were so nice, i was really stressed about the kids making noise and going to jail at customs the next day but Aunt Luise ( again, sorry){im trying as manny spelling variations as i can, to make my chances better} brought up toys and their was this awesome machine that VIBRATED your fat.
that thing.
funniest moment WAIT !
no funniest moment had to be when my new favorite second cousin Harrison
went up to my dad and said
"what does your stomach feel like?"
and he said
"a big fat belly."
so Harrison took his hands and tried thrusting my dads stomach like, up to his chin.
and then he was like,
"its a big fat belly?"
and my dad said something abut it being bouncy.
So Harrison steps back and ran full force at my dads stomach only to be bounced back by it.
i laughed so hard.
then his brother or friend or something i dunno theirs more family their then their is Walmarts in a square mile, and hes all " cool , i want to try"
so he did it too.
wow.
tooo funny.
me and Harrison are now friends on face book.
kids.
But i totally decided me and Mitchell Davis are going their{Canada} someday.
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